FORGIVE MY GUILT

Not always sure what things called sins may be,
But I am sure of one sin I have done.
It occasionally happens on a day to day basis.
The big three told me to repent,
But there was something sweet about it,
Which left me feeling sour in the end.
It's simple and easy to do,
But hard to take in.
I give into it one second and Temptation has already taken over.
Never was I ever caught;
And even from the time when we were young.
Now the finale has come.
Yelling, screaming, biting, scratching,
Fighting for a sweet purification to appear.
It hid in the shadows like a Dark Knight on a steeple.
Waiting for the right moment to pounce.
When its victim approaches, it jumps out;
out towards the face of that reasoning.
Always hungry for perjury,
And covering up till the visible is unseen.
Waiting behind a mask,
Nothing to be told.
No one but an angel in disguise.
Doing the opposite of truth, I'd like to apologize to you,
My mother.
A city-built brain with streetlights and scattered dots.
With so many burdens and fake lies,
Snaking through like a metal chain,
A confession is finally made.
I live by hiding,
While life gives deceit and the feeling has now been caught.
If you ask me why?
I'd plead the fifth until proven guilty,
But for now, please forgive my guilt.